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Solus zos Galvus ([personal profile] emet_sulk) wrote2020-11-10 08:34 pm
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weenwoon: Ina_FF14 (hythlodaeus goes to a shoujo manga)

arises from the grave to be sad again

[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-03-22 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Hythlodaeus only holds him tightly, tightly in response, chest shuddering with quiet sobs.

"I won't let you," he whispers in reply. "I won't let you. I can't--I cannot lose you, Hades, I can't... I can't lose everyone..."

Once again the fear of solitude grips his heart; to be left so alone, as alone as Hades and Lahabrea and Elidibus had been... it's more than Hythlodaeus can stand, and the mere thought makes him want to scream. He tries to find comfort in holding his friend close, in the warmth of his skin and the beating of his heart, but--it's not enough. All too keenly he feels the need for that feeling of unity, the comfort and safety of being able to join their souls brought. Not even becoming one, but simply... being with each other.

"...I miss you," Hythlodaeus whispers, nuzzling into his friend's hair. "I miss you so much, Hades..."
emet_sulk: (64 remember that we once lived)

lays you back in it neat and proper :')

[personal profile] emet_sulk 2021-03-23 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
He cries and cries until he can cry no more. Centuries, millennia of unshed tears pouring forth on his friend's shoulder. And when they finally begin to cease, he leans heavily against Hythlodaeus trying not to sniffle too loudly. Isn't HE supposed to be the composed one?

But he's been acting like the pieces are all there for so long that a simple tap is enough to shatter him.

"Just one world," he whispers. "One world where it doesn't end. Where we can live forever, watching over our beloved star."

Cupping Hythlodaeus' face, he kisses the other man softly, sweetly. "I'm here," he says hoarsely. "I'm here..."
weenwoon: Ina_FF14 (hythlodaeus goes to a shoujo manga)

Re: lays you back in it neat and proper :')

[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-03-24 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps the only upside to this is finally being able to give Hades a space to cry - something sorely needed yet unreachable because his friend would not let himself be vulnerable. Hythlodaeus holds him close as he cries, stroking his hair, whispering soft reassurances through his own tears.

Just one world where it doesn't end... and Hythlodaeus finds himself thinking that maybe there is no need for such lofty goals as stewardship of their star. Just one world where they can just... be, live alongside their people, in peace and harmony and love, without the constant pain and fear that accompanies the life of mortals.

He kisses back just as sweetly, letting himself feel the warmth of Hades's lips on his. Please, he prays to whatever gods might be listening, please let them never have to lose each other. Let them finish their journey here, save their star, and go home. Together.

"I love you," he murmurs, pulling his friend close to rest their foreheads together. "I love you so... With all my heart, with all I have. I'll... I'll bring you home, Hades."
emet_sulk: (36 thought we might chat)

[personal profile] emet_sulk 2021-03-24 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
He smiles sadly. He does not have it in him to disabuse Hythlodaeus of his desire. So instead he kisses his friend one more time and twines their fingers together.

"I would like that," he says quietly. What an even bigger fool he is for loving a fool of a man. "In the meantime, would you remind me of all that I have forgotten? Of our peaceful days together?"
weenwoon: this ones also for hien (there there there ♥)

[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-03-31 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Hythlodaeus smiles through the tears, squeezes Hades's hand gently. If only they never needed to be parted again...

"Of course I will. Anything and everything that you want, Hades. Perhaps if I can create a memory crystal of my own, I'll be able to help you relive it once more..."
emet_sulk: (06 oh don't look at me like that)

[personal profile] emet_sulk 2021-04-01 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
"I can fashion the vessel for you," he says. "I can do that much at least. A combination of our magicks...as we once did before."

That surely isn't out of the realm of possibility here. Everything he has read thus far leads him to believe it is. Finally shifting his weight of Hythlodaeus, he settles beside his friend and buries his face against their chest.

"I suppose after the culinary exploits I have seen, cutting bread lengthwise isn't the worst crime in the world..."
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